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my name is Lydia and I first cried on 23 September.
that's all you need to know.
life has always been a huge roller coaster ride for me, full of ups and downs, making me start to get tired of it.
I feel like getting love drunk, falling into this beautiful dream and not coming out to face the reality.
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MUSIC MONDAY!
{ Monday, February 1, 2010
3:35 PM }
okay, that was totally random! but today I'm spamming songs here! :D so, yeaaaaa. no SHINee music, I promise. I'm leaving that for like, other days. say, tomorrow? so, yea. enjoy today while you can =.- I found my blog spammed with SHINee xD
I don't like the size of the lyrics =.- so here's the lyrics! and I heart the chorus :D
I will not make the same mistakes that you did I will not let myself Cause my heart so much misery I will not break the way you did, You fell so hard I've learned the hard way To never let it get that far
Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me Because of you I am afraid
I lose my way And it's not too long before you point it out I cannot cry Because I know that's weakness in your eyes I'm forced to fake A smile, a laugh everyday of my life My heart can't possibly break When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me Because of you I am afraid
I watched you die I heard you cry every night in your sleep I was so young You should have known better than to lean on me You never thought of anyone else You just saw your pain And now I cry in the middle of the night For the same damn thing
Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt Because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything Because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in Because of you I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty Because of you I am afraid
Because of you Because of you
Want to, but I can't help it I love the way you feel just kinda stuck between my fantasy and what is real I need it when I want it I want it when I don't tell myself "I'll stop" every day knowing that I won't
I got a problem and I don't know what to do about it even If I didn't I don't know If I would quit but I doubt it, I'm takin' by the thought of it
And I know this much is true baby you have become my addiction I'm so strung out on you I can barely move but I'm likin' it and it's all because of you all because of you and it's all because of you all because of you and it's all because of you all because of you and it's all because never get enough she's the sweetest drug
think of it every second I can't get nothing done only concern is the next time I'm gon get me some know I should stay away from cause its no good for me I try and try but my obsession wont let me leave
I got a problem and I don't know what to do about it even If I did I don't know If I would quit but I doubt it, I'm taking by the thought of it
And I know this much is true baby you have become my addiction I am so strung out on you I can barely move but I'm likin' it and it's all because of you all because of you and it's all because of you all because of you and it's all because of you all because of you and it's all because of you never get enough shes the sweetest drug
ain't no doubt so strung out ain't no doubt so strung out over you over you
because of you and it's all because of you never get enough she's the sweetest drug she's the sweetest drug
purple bar. cool right? lyrics are below:
I don't know what I want, so don't ask me Cause I'm still trying to figure it out Don't know what's down this road, I'm just walking Trying to see through the rain coming down Even though I'm not the only one Who feels the way I do
[Chorus:]
I'm alone, on my own, and that's all I know I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, oh but life goes on Oh, I'm just a girl, trying to find a place in This world
Got the radio on, my old blue jeans And I'm wearing my heart on my sleeve Feeling lucky today, got the sunshine Could you tell me what more do I need And tomorrow's just a mystery, oh yeah But that's ok
[Chorus:]
I'm alone, on my own, and that's all I know I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, oh but life goes on Oh, I'm just a girl, trying to find a place in This world
Maybe I'm just a girl on a mission But I'm ready to fly
[Chorus:]
I'm alone, on my own, and that's all I know, oh I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, oh but life goes on Oh, I'm alone on my own, and that's all I know Oh, I'm just a girl, trying to find a place in This world
Oh, I'm just a girl Oh, I'm just a girl, Oh, oh yeah Oh, I'm just a girl
there's lyrics there, and I'm lazy to spend 45 seconds of my life copying and pasting lyrics =.-
a bit rockish, and I don't find this song very nice, so I won't paste lyrics =.-
okay, this song is nice :]
I am confident but I still have my moments Baby, that's just me
I'm not a supermodel I still eat McDonald's Baby, that's just me
Well, some may say I need to be afraid Of losing everything Because of where I had my start And where I made my name Well, everything's the same In the la la land machine Machine, machine
Who said I can't wear my Converse with my dress? Well, baby, that's just me Who said I can't be single And have to go out and mingle? Baby, that's not me No, no
Well, some may say I need to be afraid Of losing everything Because of where I had my start And where I made my name Well, everything's the same In the la la land
Tell me, do you feel the way I feel? 'Cause nothing else is real In the la la land appeal
Well, some may say I need to be afraid Of losing everything Because of where I had my start And where I made my name Well, everything's the same In the la la land machine
Well, I'm not gonna change In the la la land machine Well I will stay the same In the la la land... Machine
Machine... Machine...
I won't change anything in my life (I won't change anything in my life) I'm staying myself tonight (I'm staying myself tonight)
Life is good I can't complain I mean I could but no one's listening Your image overwhelms my brain And it feels good, good, good
Now I'm rollin' my window down I love the wind but I hate the sound Your like a tattoo that I can't remove And it feels good, it feels good, it feels good
Like a roller coaster ride Holdin' on but not goes like Whoa, whoa Can't believe I'm like Whoa, whoa Every time I'm like Up and down and side to side Every inch of me is like Whoa, whoa Got me feeling like Whoa, whoa Every time I'm like
In the morning it begins again Feels like I'm fallin' better strap me in I think I'm runnin' out of oxygen And it feels good, it feels good, it feels good
Like a roller coaster ride Holdin' on but not goes like Whoa, whoa Can't believe I'm like Whoa, whoa Every time I'm like Up and down and side to side Every inch of me is like Whoa, whoa Got me feeling like Whoa, whoa Got me feelin'like
My inhibitions are beginning to let go This situation I can't help but lose control Your an affliction that I cannot seem to break It feels good, it feels good
I'm holdin' on Holdin', Holdin', Holdin', Holdin', Holdin' Holdin', Holdin', Holdin' I'm Holdin' on
Like a roller coaster ride like I'm runnin' a red light Like a rocket ship in flight There's nothing else that makes me feel like Whoa...
Like a roller coaster Whoa Holding on but not goes Whoa Once you let your love in Whoa Every inch of me is like Whoa Got me feelin' like Whoa, whoa Got me feelin' like
there was this uh, song or something I was going to search on youtube but I got sidetracked. so, yea. if I remember what I was supposed to um, uh, search, I'll go and search :D Meanwhile, tell me if you can read my mind or not :/ will be extremely helpful. help me remember x.x - this is the end of Music Monday. -
my name is Lydia and I first cried on 23 September.
that's all you need to know.